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he called me baby

March 22, 2006

i thot it was a rebound. he kept insisting that he was the one who hurt me, who made me feel so broken. i would have wished it was him then, then at least by that time, its the start of the end.

but it wasn’t him.

this is where he entered my life.

that time, i opened up to him how i felt like a biatch. i am in a relationship, but i fell for someone else who claimed to love me dearly. this someone else, Love, would be re-told later on. i’m still reeling this relationship with Baby.

we were talkin online, when i told him abot Love. i thot he was so arrogant - thinking he was love. ok fine, he admitted he had a crush on me 1st time he saw me. he knows im in a relationship, and he’s in a relationship as well. i emptied my heartaches to him, and he thot it was him. (arrogant? haha ). the online chat concluded badly, he didn’t like the idea of me as a bitch.  he went off the office, i stayed, but sms wise, he gave me this message:

Behind every circumstance is GOD’s purpose.  At times what we consider a trial is simply the HAND of GOD rearranging our lives d way HE wants it to be. God Bless!

that was the start of more getting to know each other line. (more…)

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