a page for my alter-ego, my alter-life's musings. words i wish some people can hear, things i can't tell anyone who knows me, so pardon the anonimity.. i exist, but i wish i don't...
trying my best
March 21, 2006u sent me an sms, i tried not to reply..
u sent me a smile, i tried not to notice…
u send me a insta-message, i tried not to reply with such “miss-you-so-much” note..
oh i did try…
but did not succeed…
i know i don’t have much cause to celebrate you’re being here as i am not much part of ur life. but u need not know how much it hurts having u away, missing u so much, wanting u back to where i can see you, but not be mine.
u’re not mine to have.
now u’re here.
back.
in her arms.
